This song just appeals to my mood today... I was thinking about certain things that happened in the past and how crappy I still felt about them, but you know, there's really nothing I can do about it.  I can't change something that happened over 3 years ago, no matter how terrible it is.  To this day, he still views me the same way.. as a friend I'm fine, but as anything more than that... well I guess the easiest way to say it is he thinks I'm a whore.  Don't get me wrong, I never ever cheated on him, his issue was with a friend of mine from england who I'd told I loved... and I did love him, the man was.. is... one of my best friends... there's more to it than that, but I'm not going to go into it today... some of you know what happened, some of you will come to find out, and some of you will never know because you don't need to.  But anyway, here it is...

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

Chorus
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

Yes, I know its a country song, but I like it... its by Rascal Flats and its called I'm Movin On for anyone who's interested in what it sounds like.  It is a very pretty song.

Okay, off for now, love you guys..

Tina