I ask for so little. Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave.

Okay, I know a few of you will understand this.  As of 20 minutes ago I was fine, hell, as of 10 minutes ago I was fine.  But sometime within the last few minutes, I've suddenly got this feeling that the world is about to come crashing down around me.  I don't know why, where, when, or how, but I can feel something coming.  Something's going to happen, and its not going to be good.  It settled around me like a ton of bricks pressing down on my entire body.  So now I'm sitting here, wondering what the hell is going on.  Is something happening that noone wants to tell me about?  Has this something not happened yet?  Did this something happen when the weight came down on me?  I have no idea, but I've got this HUGE feeling of foreboding now, and even music isn't lightening it.  I know its bad if even music won't take some of the pressure off... So what can I do other than wait for the inevitable?  I hate waiting, you all know that, but there's no other option open to me right now.  The feeling doesn't direct me to a who or a what so I could go find out for myself, so there's nothing I can do.  I'm on the verge of tears for no apparent reason, my heart feels heavy, my mind is steeling itself as if some blow is going to come my way.  So now I wait...